So I had a big fat plan today on how proactive and productive i was gunna be. Didn't sleep last night, but i'm not even tired, so i was gunna do a lot of work today. by now i should have finished polishing and printed my two assignments, and read most of if not all of the article for tomorrow. Have i done any of this? No. Why? becuase female biology is incredibly stupid. And no this isn't some kind of menstral rant or situation. It's about something less talked about but more common. I have cistitus.
It's a water infection. basically my bladder has given up on life and decided to be all inflamed and annoying. I feel like i badly need to pee constantly, but when i do go, it's just intense pain and blood. Plus i have a fever. smooth one biology. Women are pretty damn suceptable to them because of our anatomy, we have short urethra's which allows easy infection of the bladder. Personaly i would have thought this would have died out in natural selection ages ago. It's not like any animal at any point in the evolutionary chain that felt like this was gunna be up for doing a breed! Surley we would have slowly evolved longer pee tubes? Either way, I hope it goes soon, and doesn't travel into my kidneys again... that's when it gets uber painful, like hospitalised painful.
I happen to have a certain suseptibility to cistitus. Some lucky women will never get one in their entire lives, and others will hget it all the time. Apparently it can be genetic, and i know my mum suffered with them a lot in her youth. I have no idea if that's why, or if it's something else about my make up, but hey. Some things you never know. There was a time when i was about 15-17 where i used to get about two a month... looking back i don't konw how i lived. Spose i got so used to it it hardly even hurt any more. But the doctors never persued anything, mostly because i just treated most of them with home remedies, cause being on antibiotics that much wouldn't be good for anyone! But yeah, it just suddenly stopped after a few years. I do hope that this spontaneous outbreak isn't the start of another endless spout of them, i think i'd rather cut my bladder out and pee into a bag for the rest of my life.
So yeah. I've spent my day curled up in a duvet, watching copious ammounts of fresh meat, and having only proofread a paragraph in about 4 hours, going between crying histerically into my tiger hoing to fall asleep, or trying to pee my insides out. some excelent memories you make growing up, right! :(
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