Sup!
So the last few days have been full of totally rubbishy annoying things, obsticles and sometimes just plain bad luck. But yet for some reason the world around me has been a lot less bleak recently, and it leaves me positive regardless of any issues.
For one thing, the people i have had the pleasure of meeting recently, just random strangers in shops and supermarkets and stuff, have all been really nice. Like super nice. And it's rubbing off on me, so now i'm happy because i'm being a much nicer version of myself and reaping the rewards of passing on the happy bug :D
Also, all the work is finally coming to a close. two hand ins down, got one more on friday which still needs editing, but is done really. I also need to fill a few more sections on my project proposal form, but that wont take long either.
So yeah. There is revision to get on with of corse. But instead of thinking of it as 12 days of hell, i'm tending more towards the idea of 'oh, well in just 12 days it's all going to be over!' which is quite nice to think about!!
All in all, my recently launched project to become what i always aspired to be is well on it's way. Obviously this is only the begining, but i can genuinely feel it working. And i owe it all to someone i hardly even knew. This person had a lot of the same 'settings' in life as me but made much more out of it. Unfortunately, they died recently. Every time i get tired of life or sad, i just think 'if she had the chance to still be here, she'd probably make a lot more out of this situation, so drink a can of man up, do it, and do it well with a smile'. And I honestly can see my approach to life changing, and it feels good :)
I'm SUPER tired, only spent about 7 of the last 60 hours asleep, so i am definately intending to have a good night tonight -.-zzzzzzz
Peace out! (Y)
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