Pass me the passion and bring forth the salad!

Good day to you all!!

What a sunny wonderful day!!

... that i am spending sitting inside in my non-sun-facing room -.-

But still yay at the beginings of warmth :)

So i've had an oddly proactive day already, as in i've done loads of stuff but nothing that is immediately necessary :p

I was up from 9, missed my lecture to take nathan to the coach station [ :'( ] went to the library, found loads of stuff, carried it all home... found out i do not need to attend my other lecture due to a mix up (sweet?)... did two loads of washing, changed my bed, tidyed my room a bit, ate chocolate (oops) hung washing, weighed myself again because of the novelty of my new scales (still the same as yesterday, dunno what change i expected there!) and now i intend to squeeze my dear books for every drop of info possible and perhaps run some back after my planned gym sesh with the girls. oh my!And it's only 3 o clock... the day is young and i may even get some practicles done, the more imediate thing i should probably have been proactive about today instead :p

I think my sudden spur on has come from a bit of a 'noticement'. A lot of my facebook pals have at least one thing or multiple things that they are really passionate about. I thought about it, and realised i do not. there arent any things i follow on the internet for updates, there is no cause i am constantly asking people to join or talking about. I am a very unpassionate person, and this is a great shame!

I genuinely find it admirable that some people have that much passion and motivation to spread around, and yet here is me, in my room day in day out not doing work as fast as i should, and not really filling my day, just wasting my precious hours on 4od... what a sham! Some people really take the mick out of people who are like that, but i think that's just stone cold jealousy that they have no cause of their own.

While i was in the library today, i realised it's a really nice place/atmosphere, and so i would very much like to spend more time there working and reading my life away doing something useful :)

So here's my plan... become more passionate, maybe find a cause that i'd quite admire commiting to (i.e. not just for the sake of having one), and more importantly... BECOME MORE MOTIVATED ABOUT MY COURSE!!!! ... also, assume the gym bunny and 'no-thanks-just-the-salad-for-me' persona :p

... I give it a week  ;)